and he rolls...

so just yesterday, we are hanging out at home and doing some tummy time with baby dash and he rolls over..so i am super excited that he can roll from his front to his back and then all of a sudden he decides to roll from his back to his tummy and now he like is rolling around the floor like a crazy baby!! i don't think i am ready for him to be so mobile yet! My nephew cooper was here 2 weeks ago and he is crawling everywhere and it is so much more work and I am starting to think that mr. dash is going to be an early crawler and that is not going to be a good situation. it seems like just yesterday he was sleeping 23 hours a day and now he is rolling around our house putting nasty dog toys in his mouth!

I have a problem....

okay seriously --- i think i need to go to rehab or something ...i was just thinking about it tonight and looked at my checking account and I have seriously been to Target almost everyday this month. what is wrong with me??? i mean today i went for absolutely no reason expect that i wanted to buy dash some "baby legs" - which by the way are so adorable - and i spent over $100 and i don't even know what the hell i bought, some baby legs and some crap!! i acutally alternate between two different stores b/c i feel like the people know me and are like what the hell is that girl doing here again! do you think there is a 12 step program i could join!!??

goodbye....

death is something that is so hard to grasp and it is sad to understand how in a single moment everything changes but the world continues to spin and life goes on. my family's dog died this week and although i haven't lived at home since i was 18, zoe was still my dog. I still remember the day we got her, she was 6 weeks old and we got her after my dog Cody had died unexpectedly. She wasn't the nicest dog, her breath smelled pretty bad, she begged for food, she shedded like crazy, she hated most people, once she even bit me and i had to get stitches but she still was our dog and we loved her. In a time when our family is already in turmoil something so shocking and unexpected just hurts a little more. I know that it is just a dog and people are going through a lot worse but still makes me sad to think about her but i believe she is in a better place now, sitting in her chair looking at the squirrels outside! I just hope Allie and Rocco stay around for a long long time b/c it is almost impossible to think about my life without them!

on a brighter note...baby dash is getting so big, i weighed him today and he weighs 16 lbs!! he is starting to talk and walk.....ok not really...but sometimes it sounds like he is saying hi, so maybe just maybe he is going to be a genius! Seriously, i cannot believe how easy this baby is, even the daycare lady told me that she had never met such a happy and easy going baby, he doesn't cry unless Rocco jumps on him, he sleeps all night and loves to sleep in, he laughs and smiles and talks to his little toys.....we truely have been blessed, i keep waiting for him to change but i think he only gets happier....i am sure our next baby will be horrible and colicky so maybe we shouldn't press our luck!!